Yep, I’m off the wagon hard. I realized that vegetarianism mattered to me. So for the sake of nihilism and many other things I let go.
I started it by eating a turkey hoagie that wasn’t very good at all. Then I realized the ultimate way to break free would be to eat a big mac at McDonalds. After Majesty’s suggestion I ate it watching Earthlings, a vegan propaganda film.
While the film made me a little sad it didn’t effect me as much as I expected. That part of it was a sobering experience. I thought for sure that this experience would break me, but it left me feeling strangely calm. Which was in contrast with earlier in the day.
I’m not sure if I’m going to eat meat again, or not eat meat again. But I think I’m free now?
Does it really matter either way?